I did read all of your first post AbbyNormal, it was good to read. Good because it helped me to understand and forgive a lot of the painful relationship struggles I’ve had over the years. You’re a wise Lady. I’m looking foreword to having more time to read more on this thread.
I’ve been on the phone about 2 or 3 hours today, n on the Internet pretty much all the rest of the day/night. It’s no fun having to go to bed. I’m feeling like an 8 year old being told to go to bed… sometimes I think being disabled and not having a regular 40+ hour a week job n family has spoiled me. I’ve got lot’s of free time. I can easily fill up all that time doing all the ADHD stuff that we do too!..
I gotta quit the dang guilt huh? Heck, my life ain’t no picnic. Stuff takes me much longer not only because of the ADHD, but also cuz most of my body is paralyzed… Given a choice, I pick paralyzed over ADHD. ADHD is a much larger challenge. I’ve made friends with both and that scares the crap outa me. What next? Fortunately I have an anxiety group tomorrow. It’s scary when life starts to go well, I haven’t really screwed up bad in more than a week!! yikes!!!
Gratitude is a strange phenomenon. I’m grateful, but then part of me doesn’t think I deserve all the good things in my life. And being healthy. Looking healthy. Doom is looming…
I’m weird. That’s all. Being weird is NOT A CRIME huh? 