Well let me be the first to “officially” welcome you!
WELCOME! hahaha a “special relationship” is over rated 
Even a special relationship doesnt cure the loneliness and social awkwardness… Unless im missing something? hahahahaha Ive decided my next job will be to stock shelves on a night shift in some store. hahahahaha Dont have to see anyone, or deal with them. Im a nurse. Im a great one at that. I do love people. But I do like being alone. Not really…. but its easier than trying to socialize. hahahahaha