I say take your boss! That is so awesome that you have someone like that in your life. I am a very firm believer that you can’t do this on your own! It sounds like she would be a good choice because she knows you best and she can give you that calm while you are in your session.
it can be so hard especially in your case when you have been battling with so much hurt and pain in your past that now that you feel you are somewhat at the end of the tunnel… to have that experience was just the last straw. Stay strong… have faith in yourself… and know you have a whole lot of support coming in from us on the blog!!!
munchkin is right… most of us have had to persistent and go through multiple appointments… and it IS very hard and frustrating…. but hang in there… you seem to me as a fighter… YOU can do this! 