Re: Why was I not diagnosed when I was a child!

[bleachboy10]

i tried to read some but I cant cuz I’m consumed with saying something and it takes soooo long for me even to do that.

I’m tired maybe. …

I’m not “officially diagnosed.” but have taken many online test and am like 95%

I was told in grade school I had a learning “disability” but that was as far as anyone cared to go with it. I want to think they did their best but it pissses me off cuz I keep thinking they didnt give a s**t!

After reading a bunch of stuff and watching the vids I understand it(ADD) better and I can now see it in me.

I just want to die.

I cry myself to sleep alot.

Now, life does make more since, stuff adds up and I realize that I may have said some rude or mean things that were meant to be, to people and it makes me mad that peeps/friends wouldnt say, “Hey david, did you know you do this?” and now I’m angry that I didnt know, cuz i’m hyper observant, but more angry that no one gave a s**t enough to say hey david, “did you know?”

Oh my gob(not misspelled, cartoon thing), who gives a flyin eff about me? I’m trying to ignore it(anger) but it gets sooo big and I jus cry.

I can see how ADD has effected my jobs. They always say I am slow, always.

Anyways, I’m not sure what makes me most angry, the never diagnosed but they thot something was wrong or the lack of concern about the “disability” and no help except puting me in lower level classes or the fact that there wasnt anyone that could see the ADD.

My current friends kinda are like, “ok,” nonpulsed, kinda like, “whatever,” not concerned, like I just told them I ate a banana.

I have one diagnosed friend so I’m going to talk to him, he takes drugs for his so he’s not real bad.

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