Thank you all! It’s so wonderful to hear from you about your experiences that, quite frankly, suck more than mine. I’m too tired to make this sound coherent. I type way too fast for my own good…it was like worse incoherent ranting than my original post. But yeah, I’m feeling better. The patch on the tire is totally working 
It makes me feel good when I can actually fix my car with my own hands and mind. I’ve got $10 til next Friday though lol.
As for smoking, quitting is hard. I get too angry without smokes. I tried patches but sweated them off literally. E-cigarettes seemed to make me feel kinda high using them like a regular cigarette. The gum was hard to time right, though it tasted better than I expected.
I don’t know how, but I somehow managed to gain 7 lbs in a week…maybe I was moving around more when I was jobless?
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