Reply To: ADHD Coaching

[Evelyn]

seabassd,

I got a message from you that I thought you wrote in the forum, guess not.

I sent a message back via ‘reply’ but it was sent back with a bunch of cryptic symbols and numbers and letters that didn’t make any sense, just a little note saying undeliverable.

So here is what I sent:

I have an old copy, I’ll have to check that out again. I’ve been trying to become independent, resisting assistance from the government. I didn’t want to block myself from job opportunities that required a fully functioning brain system. But I resisted too long while wearing my sparkly-rose-colored glasses, to me it seemed I would have the job that covered all my bills and everything “any moment now”, I would get up and get everything done “any moment now” “Now” has long gone. I wish “losing everything any moment now” was just as elusive.

Overwhelm seems to close in tighter, the harder I try. Not having a choice makes me even more disabled by overwhelm. I have to pay the bills or lose everything. If I had to get an apartment I’d have to pay a lot more than I’m supposed to now, even with taxes and insurance on the house.

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