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There are so many voices on this site all singing in perfect harmony. I’ve never felt so in tune with anyone before I came here. I too have lost all self esteem yet dream of being an architect, carpenter, world traveler, author, computer programmer, musician, entrepreneur… I have kits, instruments, test equipment, books, uTube videos, etc all prepared but never get around to doing much with them. Three years ago it was a travel trailer restoration, two years ago a skin-on-frame kayak, and last year a shipping container home. This year it’s a tiny house on wheels (THOW). I can’t remember where I put my keys, my passwords, medical appointments. I make stupid mistakes all the time. I get anxious all the time and am currently depressed. I watched ADD and loving it three times before I was able to get through it all (recommended viewing btw). My wife thinks I need a mother because she has to remind me to do so many things. I have a “to do” list a mile long and getting longer by the second. My mind races and I can’t keep focused on anything for very long. It’s always 3 steps ahead of my body yet I can focus long enough to spill my guts in a post. I can’t read for more than 15 minutes and often find myself having to go back and reread it because I didn’t comprehend it at all. Does any of this sound familiar? I feel something in every page I read on this site. You are all my friends, even though I may forget that I already accepted your friend request and send you another.
Good luck in your journey of discovery and healing
Richard
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