From time to time again I hate hanging out with just one person. It was better when I was at college. Don’t get me wrong I socialized with clubs. I did have one friend though, complain that I don’t hang out with them enough. How could I not have enough time? I mean I ate lunch with her, talk before class, and we had clubs. It is not like I am not socializing at all. Somehow that friendship ended too.
Okay here is what brought this up was my mom. I have an event almost everyday and it is still not enough. My mom notice that since I am home I do more book clubs, knitting groups, and that to me socializing. Her idea is going to stupid club, where people get drunk, music is way too loud, and too late. I am not a night person. Anyway, I am feeling like I did in high school. That there is something wrong with the way I socialize.
It just I like time. These groups allow for time. It starts at time and ends at time, we talk about one thing, and I don’t worry about going to long useless conversations, with a person who is just being nice and putting up with me talking.
It is also dating my parents are starting to worry about. I don’t know many guys or people my age. Most ADDers have problems with finding people their own age. I have that problem too. Most of my friends are older then me. All my friends in high school also moved away or got married. I move back in with my parents. I am the only one in the family with ADD. Sharing stories about how when they were my age married, they had fun with friends. Oh, and a cousin who has ADD too.
Thank you for reading. OMG! I want to scream and hide. I might read the mystery book. Sometimes I wish life was like a book. That way you can read the end and know how it turns out, or get destructed and daydream.
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