wife:
why do you not want to have sex or be close when I surprise visit?
me:
because I masturbate 5 times a week to keep my hormones down so I don’t look at porn while you are gone for weeks at a time with your new job.
and when you surprise visit me I am just not in the mood…..sorry
if you knew how bloody hard it is not to look at porn and how much effort and struggles I have endured over my lifetime with this you could see that I love you more that anyone has loved anyone.
soon we will be living together again, I hope, where your new job is. I will start my ADD medication by then.
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