Re: GAMES! Goals?

[Carrie]

Krazy – Ooooh Days off are always nice! I hear ya with the overwhelmed thing. Thats me often as well. I do the whole bill thing as well. Not until the next month arrives and I see I owe double I think “oh did I pay that last month? Guess not! No wonder I had some extra money!”

No Dopamine – Is your therapist a regular one, or for ADD? I like to de-clutter. Super easy for me… Grab garbage bag, in it goes! If you dont know its in there you obviously are not missing it right? Done and done! And then later your husband tells you your T4 was in there and all your other records…. hahahahaha

So I have just finished work. Did an evening shift last night, and then an early day shift today! Im pooped! Man I hate day shifts, never mind on 4hours of sleep! Thank goodness it was a quiet day! I think I will set a small goal to just simply clean my living room It only has a few toys… Needs to be swept. Oh! A real challenge would be my bathroom as well. Once again the toys… Sink needs a good scrub, meh about it. I will do one load of laundry. I have decided when I play my Xbox I will do laundry since Im sitting in the next room. I can keep it going. One day… Im just going to burn all the laundry. For fun! hahahaha Maybe I wont clean that little lint trap and let it catch it all on fire… oh then it can burn my house down too and I can have a new one!! hahaha Where was I now… Yes.. Goals. Yeah, Im going to do that now. then I will make some dinner… get to bed early. One more day shift to go!

At work I have been writing random things that come to mind, things I need to do or want to do. Im trying to just get them down as they come to me so I dont forget. Its been helpful! For example, teach my kids how to ride bikes without training wheels this summer. Gosh did I ever feel like a horrible parent when my poor son was the only one in his class who didnt know how! I was so embarrassed I didnt even take him to Bike Safety day.. I called in and lied that he had an appointment. Not embarrassed that he doesnt know how, but I failed as a parent because I didnt take him out to practice! Thats one of the goals that came while at work. And teach them how to swim! I dont like going out in public! Panic-city! Guess im just paranoid. Am I weird because Im afraid to run into people I know?? Im fine with complete strangers… But I fear seeing someone I know.. and in a small town of 1000 people.. You kind of know everyone… I just dont go out! I dont take my kids to the park, to the beach (well one way off in the bush thats private and your not suppose to drive….). I fear going to the store, I make my husband go. I guess I should work on that too! But I LOVE sticky notes and they help me sort things out, and organize thoughts when they start to run!

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