Memzak – Yeah depression sucks. I only get it with my PMDD. I just want to stay in bed and cry and sleep forever. I hate being a chauffeur, mind you perhaps not for my own child. Just with my sister, who was slow getting her drivers license and guilts me into things. But these days I now say nope, figure it out for yourself!
Also… (side track here too, but I really need to vent before I kill somone) her and my dad got into a spat and he kicked her out so she called me balling asking to live with me! ARRRRRRRRRRRG!! Its not like I could say no, she has no where else to go and shes fecking 23 years old!! COME ON GROW UP! Gosh shes already on my nerves! My husband and I stay in bed Saturday and Sunday mornings if we can until lunch and every 5 mins starting at 8am *knock knock* can I come down? Yeah can I borrow your bike? and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah! So I tell her “Please DONT come down here! I DONT CARE if you knock LEAVE ME ALONE! USE MY BIKE WHENEVER YOU WANT!” she bugs us for the most useless things, for NO REASON at all! I dont care if we aren’t “getting busy” and we are just laying there talking (all we do) I DONT want to be interrupted with stupid crap she can talk to me about after! SO I told her IF YOU MUST talk to me TEXT ME DONT COME TO MY ROOM! NO IFS ANDS OR BUTS! So this morning what does she do, walks right down to my room without even knocking! That and shes always in my space. I turn around and BAM run right into her shes right there and asking me dumb questions… ‘uh so what time did you say you could give me a ride?” Ive only told her ONE MILLION TIMES!!! I KNOW she knows the answer she just still asks. I told her, just stay AWAY from my room, and STAY ARMS length away from me and my husband (she crowds him and annoys him too) and I will be okay with her staying with us for a little while. No more than a week! I like my space and my own personal time. Is that so much to ask in my own home? I think having spare rooms is a curse! Since I have them everyone thinks they can just live in them! My parents have extra company “Oh yeah Carrie has 3 extra rooms” NOOOOOOOOOOOO! /end-rant
Sugar – I hate when I lounge around all day too, but im trying to give myself some days and not feel bad about it. Today is such a beautiful day! My husband said hes going to get the boat and maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I want to go out on the lake too but I have to work!! 
((((((((((((((( The only time I hate afternoon shift is when its gorgeous and my husbands day off too!
Im off to do the dishes now and fold ONE basket of laundry, take a shower and get ready for work! Thank goodness weekends are slow and the CA im working with actually works! I dont have to pick up her slack! Wooo!
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