‘Ive also noticed that when I’m extremely bored, I often get this surge of disgust which reminds me of that feeling of wanting to kill myself – only I don’t want to die, I just need something interesting to involve my brain in.”
sdwa: Excellent observation, resonates with me so much!
trashman: You are courageous to speak your mind and post your thoughts and feelings, no matter how dark or bright they are. Right there you ARE helping people! Who? Folks like me who appreciate such honesty. I echo sugargremlin – if you have not been able to speak to your dr.’s and therapists about this, you may want to think about it. Sending good vibes and positivity your way… 