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Krazy – I cant STAND To be alone with nothing to do! Like when husband and kids are gone. When they are at home, they do their own things but at least they are here and every once in a while I need to break up a fight, or see what husband is up to! That itch is horrible at times! Need a good back scratcher!
Memzak – Sorry to hear that! I have been asking myself that same question these last couple days… How to stop it with out doing something destructive! Is getting plastered really all THAT bad once in a blue moon to let off some steam? I dont see how if its only once in a while. I figure as long as im safe, its not habit, why not?? I was bad and I did eat “the whole cake’ so to speak. My cake was a poutine. It was the first time in I dont know how long that I ate until I thought I was going to puke! Im proud that I cant eat as much as I used to thats for sure! Before I could eat the whole poutine, all the chicken fingers. Now I ate 1/4 poutine and 2 of the fingers. Thought I was going to puke! I dont want to run, im too lazy. My running is sleep. When I get too overwhelmed, and im sick of my video games, or the internet, I go to bed. That always makes me feel worse because I could be doing something productive but instead im in bed feel sorry for myself. Its hard not to shut down, but how cant you when these feelings are so overwhelming! I know it always makes me feel better to type it out. Before it was always to a friend. Now it is here. I always feel silly after im out of my funk… But ah well. It helps!
Poutine anyone? hahaha
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