Re: First day on meds!

[Anonymous]

My last LSD trip had me crying in a bathtub that’s how bad it got, the tear your hair out I’m going actually crazy in a mirror kind of bad. All from having my girlfriend call me at the time who didn’t know I was on it, accusing me of cheating because of some stalker who fed her information for her to rage at me, didn’t help. I made my situation worse by not being able to communicate all well or talking extremely fast. I felt like my brain was tore a little from then, the crying, the stress, the amount of whatever flowing in my head in that state couldn’t have been good. It’s hard to type that stuff, it’s definitely an experience that I hold that makes me a little weak.

MDMA never really burned me out in any way and I agree, it’s pretty gross after a while. The experiences often varied for me. I only think I got the pure stuff twice.

I envy that you got your meds, it sounds too good to be true sometimes, but for some it seems like a day/night transition. I’m waiting on my specialist and hoping for any kind of results.

Didn’t mean to hijack your post or anything with this bible

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