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Yeah the virtual world is great. But playing against bots isnt any fun. I prefer to play live and then mess with people. Like corner my own team mates and mess around making them mad, but only the ones with head sets so I can hear them rage hahahahaha Gosh im such a troll! I used to play survival mode on Garys Mod, and on one of the maps there was a glitch and I could hide behind the edge of the map. From there I would take things and shoot them at the players. They couldnt see what was killing them. It was hilarious! Thats what I do with that angst. Or on WoW, take my 85 and slay little horde towns until other 85s came to kill me, then run away! hahaha
Im glad I have my husband and kids, or I would probably be a drug addict on the road somewhere. They are the only things that stopped me. Its not for me, but for them!
I almost didnt take my meds today because I thought ‘hey im feeling great! Do I REALLY need them today?” But for once I remembered what happens when I DONT take them. So I took them. The Prozac is working great so far. My moods are stable! I cant believe it! Im actually quite mellow. The lady I was working with at work was looking at me strange and was asking “are you ok? Are you just really tired today?” I wasnt tired, just calm. I guess my expression was flat. I think she thought I was upset because one of our patients is in kidney failure and very very sick and I have a great relationship with her. Although it does upset me to see her sick and dying, but shes an end stage diabetic and geriatric. All I can do is give her the best care I can, and comfort her. Its her time.
Anyways, im off to get things done now! Talk to you peeps later!
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