Re: Should I or shouldn't I?

[Anonymous]

Munchkin, I think you hit the nail on the head. My frustration stems from everyone running around like headless chickens and I have no clear direction. I think that’s the main issue I wish to address. The problem I suffer from is that I seem to absorb stress from others and it seems to multiply inside me. Usually it happens so fast that I’m already falling apart emotionally before any calming or meditative techniques can be used.

I can only do what I am asked to do and I cannot do that which is outside my knowledge. I don’t know if I’m having difficulty receiving the information, but I know that I cannot be useful if my mind is betraying me.

And I do not wish to be a whiner or ask for “special privileges,” especially since I haven’t completed my first year. But we are rapidly approaching a crux where there’s a choice between holding down a job and providing for my family and holding on to my mental and physical well-being. I am suffering and I cannot keep this going at this pace.

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