Chin up. I was surprised when I found out after filling out many of my new Dr.’s questionnaires that I am somewhat emotionally removed from most situations (scoring on punish/reward categories revealed this apparently). First thing the Dr. asked me was when I was young (i.e. less than 7) if I had someone close to me pass away. Anyway, my wife/family never thought I lacked emotions (and neither do I)…. but when the shit is flying… I’m pretty level headed. Dunno if the above anecdote helps, but I hope it does.
It sounds like you are depressed. This might be related to the ADHD or might not. A good physician would know best how to treat and move forward. Look out the window… see the beauty in this world and the beauty that is you. Once you get the body moving you will start to feel better… go out for a walk and marvel at the beauty around you.
Oh… an ADHD support group (if available) would be great… as you would be around a bunch of zany people who get you and won’t get on your case (trust me, they won’t have any reason too).
Hope you feel better soon.
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