Hi Bob, did you actually manage to read through every one of those posts? 😁 What I’ve read of it seems mainly like a place for peeps to espouse their opinions about religion whilst not actually addressing your concern. Most not all. If you genuinely believe God is real, that Christ is the Truth, take a few minutes when you can and ask Him to show you where He is, where He wants you. We will probably always 1) as humans doubt and second guess 2) as people with ADHD be distracted and feel guilty to some extent, regardless of which religion, spiritual or non-spiritual path we take. Let’s face it, we feel like that at home at work etc. That doesn’t mean we give up on being married or on our kids or working. We just find ways to be who we are that work. I’m Catholic now and I accept that I’ll become distracted. I believe God made me and knows that and is fine with that. You may decide a different Parish is best or to stay and cut yourself some slack. Or even to go a different kind of church (but be wary of people with an agenda dissing the Catholic Church. This is YOUR journey not theirs). Whatever you do, trust that God knows you, loves you and is never not with you in this.
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