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I   know some one who wakes up and takes them then goes back to sleep for an hour.

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My therapist moved to alaska an the doctor moved the next town over but no longer works in the mental health field.  Ive tried to set up 2 apointmets and he had them canceld

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My older doctor didnt want to go threw the trouble of finding out what works.  We don’t have a mental hospital, here its just called jail.  I was with a mental health therapist for 2 years and saw  mental health doctor for a few months at the same time. My therapist gave her diagnoses to the mental health doctor I was seeing and they both agreed on severe ADHD. They no longer work there because of how the astablishment was being run and how patients were being treated so the left.

I tried REAL Adderall 20mg one time after I was diagnosed.  My racing thoughts had quit and I had no problem starting a conversation and finding something to talk about.  I really felt like a different full functional person. I could remember everything and anything, I could do math faster and in my head instead of on my fingers and also remember lyrics from a song i’ve only heard once.

I cant remember lyrics to a song even if I’ve heard it a hundred times.

I just need to get out of this stupid ass small discriminating town.

I feel like I’m going to explode and go crazy mad and not give a sh*t about anything.

It’s proving almost impossible to take that first step to happiness

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I have no clue what to do. No one here is capable of  helping w ADHD.  When you ask for help all the think is you want drugs, But I could care less about what the put me on. I just need help.  I dont see how a doctor can diagnose you within a couple minutes of ever meeting you.   The type of adhd i have, I’m not hyper and super talkative. I rarely even speak to people because I have a hard time starting a conversation with my heading racing so fast. I speak words before they’er even supposed to be spoken and it causes me to stammer. If I was retarded I wouldn’t be able to buy fix and sell cars; also buy and sell antiques.

I just have no clue what i’m supposed to do. I check that site and dont see how it could help me.  At the same time I was diagnosed with ADHD i was diagnosed with ptsd from an abusive alcoholic father.

Caffine has no affect on me. I can drink energy drinks with out any affect and drink coffee that makes me tired.  Most medications have no affect on me aswell. Some days it will but most the time they have no affect and its like this with all generic medications.

Thank you for the reply your very kind. I wish I would have seeked help sooner in life and not when I have a family to support: which I cannot do

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I wish there was, there aren’t to many doctors here.  Most people I talk with always go way out of town because all the doctors here are  crap.  But I have zero money and to many bills.  The doctor who first diagnosed me left because he did’t like how the place was manage. Also the therapist who gave her diagnoses to my doctor also left.

I pretty much have already gave up hope.    People always see me as a drugy, but  I never touch the stuff. I think i’ll just become what they see.  Can’t get help so i’ll just help myself.

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oh and I guess he thought I was on dope when I went in. Guess i’m a doper now too.

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They were real, I doubt they know hot to make them little beads.  I did infact switch doctors, my first appointment is the 22nd

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the 20mg says W/F which is western family

The 30 mg actually doesent say much of anything

Both say MI-AMPHET  Myocardial infraction is what came up in google

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oh, also these 30mg are dextroamphetamine which is D-amp

The 20s were amphetamin which i think is I-amp

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I mean cmon, does it really take the doctor 1 week to fill out a fax. Then, send it in to the insurance  just to have some special guy  look at it and say “ok.”  3 days later? Shouldnt there be a list of medication one can, and cannot have on there  type of insurance?

I think, the recession is about to hit it peak, or something.  That or to many stoners use clean pee to get jobs and not do there job.

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Can some one help me figure out what exactly I should tell my doc tomorrow morning so I wont confuse her or myself? It for the adderal 20mg rx 1x day for 1 week

Ok so  I actually dont feel that different at all. I thought I was less irretated but apperently not. Although I have been under tones of stress lately.

Same racing ramdom thoughts. The only slight difference this medication helps me with is: I dont wake up 20 times during the night, its more like a times a night couple now, I feel more rested and can wake up better now. I still do pace back and forth but not as much and not as fast because of wanting to go do something.  I try to think of something  i’d like to go  do, then I remember what I have to do. Then I get so overwhelmed with thinking of doing things …..Explosion!!! Then I sit and do nothing .

With the meds Im up moving around more doing them things but one thing takes way to damn long still because I’m wating to go or have to go do a million other things that some times i can or cant think of.

 

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I was diagnosed with severe ADHD, twice.  I cant tell you the State but I live in the United States.  She prescribed me with Adderal 20mg rx.  Really small county area, even smaller town where there aint hardly enough.

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I’ve tried all I know there is around here. One of the public Resources  said they bumped me to the top of the list. But that was over a weak ago and still no luck.

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I just need something to change, really fast. like in 10 days. its making me sick.

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I couldn’t read the whole thing but I know where your coming from. My ex never showed signs of having ADD but she some how got a script the first time she asked. She always did good in school she has no learning disabilities and I dont see it in her.  I on the other hand have been refused to be seen by doctors and refused to be treated by doctors because they think im some sort of druggy, and it just hurts because im not and she is. she starting taking adderal she got from her friends and she got addicted and had to get a script. Just like she used to see multiple doctors to get multiple scripts of vicodin.

I see people on face book and other forums joking about how they have or must have ADD and its very annoying and frustrates me. The reason it does is because they think its funny and to me its not funny and I wish I didnt have this. I never tell any one i have it, I dont talk about it. ADHD makes me depressed.

Now about the other part I did read where you said people think they may have it but haven’t got diagnosed for it. I knew I had this way before I was diagnosed. I actually don’t like going to the doctor because I already know whats going on with me before I go in. I’m not a doctor by any means but around here with these shit doctors its all just a guessing game and most the time wrong diagnoses.

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