By Rick Green
Let’s talk about motivation, procrastination, and strategies to manage ADHD. First a question.
Have you made your list of New Year’s Resolutions yet?
Did you write out your resolutions and post them in a place you can’t possibly forget?
And did you forget where that was? Or forget you wrote that list until I mentioned it?
Now you can create some NEW resolutions! Like a lot of adults with ADHD, I love ‘new.’ And like most of us, I have a problem sticking to long term goals.
Oddly enough, I LOVE setting goals! Making a long list, estimating times, organizing them under ‘HEALTH,’ ‘RELAXATION,’ ‘FUN,’ ‘HOBBIES,’ ‘VACATIONS,’ ‘TIME OFF’.
Did I miss anything?
Oh, right, ‘CAREER.’ (I call it my ‘CAREER’ but like many folks with ADHD, if you look at my career path it’s not a logical, well planned, straight line. It’s more like someone played a game of drunken hopscotch. Luckily I found a career where ADHD can be an asset.)
‘My Goals For 2018…’
It’s fun to imagine the year ahead, isn’t it? To lay it all out in a beautiful manifesto. But in planning the year ahead I found some of my ‘Goals Documents’ from years gone by. Long, thoughtful lists of 1,297 things To-Do, laid out in the firm belief, “This year will be the one.”
But I never really considered what I meant by “The One.”
Every year it was the same. “Get more organized. Use my agenda. De-clutter. Simplify. Get in shape…”
Noble intentions indeed.
I never listed goals like, “Procrastinate for days, Forget important projects, feel overwhelmed and give up.” And yet, when I’d look back at the year gone by…
My Resolutions Just Lay There
The resolutions I used to make, year after year, were apparently important to me, or I wouldn’t keep rehashing them, right? So why didn’t I ever stick to them? Working with my coach, I realized why. My resolutions never really excited me enough to stick with them—cause when I’m excited about something I can hyper-focus and complete a ton of work.
What excites me, what gets me going is a fun challenge. Something intriguing, funny, delightful, edgy, unique, unexpected, and new. But you wouldn’t know if from those old lists of Resolutions For The Year Ahead.
Most of my goals were about ‘fixing myself’. And by ‘fixing’ I was really hoping to ‘manage my ADHD symptoms.’
Again, a noble intention. And I’ve had great success at managing my ADHD. When I was diagnosed I learned what ADHD actually is and is not, got a proper diagnosis, and started using ADHD-Friendly strategies.
But I had no clear intention, no clear idea what life would be like or what I would do if I could ‘manage my symptoms.’
Not Just What But Why?
Every year I’d vow to, “Tidy my office… Declutter the house… Organize my finances.” And for the first time I actually did accomplish those things using a range of ADHD Strategies that worked.
But I didn’t take the long view. I never paused to ask, “To what end?” Then I started working with a Coach. I listed my goals. “De-clutter. Organize. Get in shape.”
My coach asked me, “Why do you want to be ‘In shape?”
“Uh… I dunno. Cause it should be… good… I uh, I would look nice…”
There was no clear purpose. No clear payoff. No powerful motivation.
And what did I even mean by ‘In shape?’ Able to do 20 sit-ups? Or 500? Run a mile? Or a marathon? I just knew that exercise could be a powerful part a Holistic approach to ADHD.
My coach said, “Getting in shape is great. And when you are in shape, what will you do then? What difference will that make? What will it allow you to do?”
Flash of insight!
No wonder I never had a specific and measurable definition of what ‘In Shape’ might actually look like. Let alone how I would get there, or when I’d knew I’d achieved ‘the goal.’
In fact, if I was brutally honest as long as I made it through the year without dying or getting some horrible disease, well, that was what probably a good enough ‘Health’ goal for me. Rippling muscles? Climbing Everest? No thanks.
What Do I Really Want? Why? Then What?”
Imagine you set a goal to, “Save enough money to buy a car.” (And lets ignore that you haven’t specified what kind of car or how much it will cost.)
You vow to work hard and pinch pennies so you can own a car. Great. Why? Then what?
Why do you want to a car? You’re taking on the ‘role’ of a ‘car owner,’ and the director asks you, “What’s your motivation? What’s your ‘car owner’ character’s goal?”
Perhaps it’s being able to get your kids to school. Or visiting friends whenever you want. Or becoming an Uber driver and raking in huge amounts of cash.
Heck, even just, “I want to impress my family,” is a reason to want a car. Probably not a terrific motivation over the long term, but hey it’s honest.
What’s The Bigger Goal?
What if owning a car would allow you to embark on a long road trip to dozens of exciting destinations, with people you love, having memorable adventures? Okay! Now, you’ve got a powerful motivation. The payoff is inspiring. (Unless you’re homebody like me, but heck, go with this fantasy for a moment.)
Owning a car’ is really the means to a ‘Cross Country Road Trip of a Lifetime!”
But if that ‘Trip of a Lifetime’ is your real goal, it might be simpler to rent a car. Or convince three people who love to drive to join you. Or heck, if you’re brave, take the bus.
There are any number of ways to get what you really want. You have ADHD, you’ll come up with a dozen ideas.
But to stay motivated it really helps to know why you’re doing these things. “I’m doing this so that I can…”
Does this make sense? Is it as surprising an idea to you as it was to me? Let me know below.
And we’ll delve deeper in my next blog.